♥ Poetry ♥

I WISH... 

I wish there is something I can do to escape this room

Sitting in its dark corner

I can see nothing but blinding darkness

I hear the wind

And the heavy drops of the rain

Hitting on the low roof

So low that I can't stand tall

The walls keep narrowing on me.

I can hear another sound,

This time it is my breath getting heavier,

Everytime I think of how messed up everything is

While nothing is really too messed up

It is all in my head.

Thinking of all the people I know

And even those I don't know, expecting too much..

Friends, family. strangers

All the plans I've been making

And all the deadlines screaming loud...

I WISH..

I wish I can stop time,

And gaze at all the motionless bodies for a while

Enjoy the silence or fall in a peaceful slumber

Where I can wander in my own dreams

Break the walls and escape

Away from my dark compulsive thoughts

Dreams where I can enjoy every moment,

Without worrying about the next one..

Dreams where nothing is expected of me

Where time is a friend, not an enemy

I WISH...

I just wish to wake up one day,

With no anxiety..

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