🌷 My Journey 🌷 (Soumia Benrekia)

I WISH...  I wish there is something I can do to escape this room Sitting in its dark corner I can see nothing but blinding darkness I hear the wind And the heavy drops of the rain Hitting on the low roof So low that I can't stand tall The walls keep narrowing on me. I can hear another sound, This time it is my breath getting heavier, Everytime I think of how messed up everything is While nothing is really too messed up It is all in my head. Thinking of all the people I know And even those I don't know, expecting too much.. Friends, family. strangers All the plans I've been making And all the deadlines screaming loud... I WISH.. I wish I can stop time, And gaze at all the motionless bodies for a while Enjoy the silence or fall in a peaceful slumber Where I can wander in my own dreams Break the walls and escape Away from my dark compulsive thoughts Dreams where I can enjoy every moment, Without worrying about the next one.. ...

  I know I haven't posted in a while -a very long while- and that makes me sad but here I am today writing these words and thinking of how much I need to tell you about everything, although you haven't been missing that much. I've been struggling with stress for the last few months: exams, deadlines, dozens of homework, not-really-good-grades... All this made me read less  ★★   So, I have downloaded 3 Ebooks: The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, A Little Princess and another book in arabic. But although the three of them are very interesting books with less than 300 pages, I still haven't finished any  of them, I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of everything... I asked a friend for help and she said that it is normal to feel so, because nobody is peefect and "it's okay to read half a book". And I guess my friend was right, our powers are limited so we have to take things easily (unless you have supernatural powers *.* cool)  REMEMBER: "IT ...